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Hello thur pretty ladeeh. 8Db
Hello thur pretty ladeeh. 8Db
I don't know what I'm doing
Oct. 13th, 2014 10:26 pmI permed my hair yesterday.
I now look like a poodle (and not in cute way).
Also, relevant photo is relevant.
I now look like a poodle (and not in cute way).
Also, relevant photo is relevant.
Rinse and repeat
Aug. 28th, 2014 12:35 pmHe chuckles and she giggles, tucking her hair behind her ear. Laughter in the background. Escalate.
She sits back and he continues, tugging at the frayed edges of the shirt she was wearing. She laughs and replies with a smile that doesn’t reach her eyes. Unnoticed.
Someone grabs her bag; brandishes it for the world to see. ‘Un-girly’, they joked. She laughs with them, shifting a bit in her seat. Judgement.
The bell rings. She walks home alone, her ears still ringing with their words, just like the day before. Sighing, she hopes tomorrow will be different. Rinse and repeat.
/story in 100 words. like wtf am I doing with my life? XD
She sits back and he continues, tugging at the frayed edges of the shirt she was wearing. She laughs and replies with a smile that doesn’t reach her eyes. Unnoticed.
Someone grabs her bag; brandishes it for the world to see. ‘Un-girly’, they joked. She laughs with them, shifting a bit in her seat. Judgement.
The bell rings. She walks home alone, her ears still ringing with their words, just like the day before. Sighing, she hopes tomorrow will be different. Rinse and repeat.
/story in 100 words. like wtf am I doing with my life? XD
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I'm back. Next post: 2030
Aug. 15th, 2014 01:45 pmSo, I'm at my new job now.
I guess you could say it's a step up. Five months into it, and I'm still trying to navigate through a hodgepodge of different (and most of the time difficult) personalities. Still, I thought it was better than the depressing start I had from my previous job but I'm kind of finding out right now that people here can be just as terrible. :/
This made me realize that you never really realize all the good stuff you had until you've already move on to another job. /sap
X'D
Ugh. Anyway. Much excitingness is planned tomorrow as I'll get to see my arashi berks again after five months (wow, I live under a rock. I am such a loser. XD).
/dances FUNKY
Also. WHO WAS PHONE? 8D
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- rl: arashi haunts me even in real life,
- rl: it be here,
- rl: kageyama! the car!,
- rl: misery. i has it,
- rl: my job sucks,
- rl: not-so-teenage angst,
- rl: procrastination is the answer,
- rl: rambling crey-creys,
- rl: sho fail. my life has it.,
- rl: trauma- like sho on an airplane,
- rl: welcome to hell and back
oh arama, you will never get old. 8'D
Sep. 27th, 2013 02:13 amSo. here's another example of why I keep coming back to where the battle-royale-of-all-fandoms are done-- arama.
look! I even censored out her name. I'm so nice. <3 *rolls eyes* 8D
To be perfectly honest, I was waiting for her breaking point these last few months. I knew that all her 'I-like-JE-too-so-let's-all-get-along-teeheee' act was pretty much forced. Still. I wasn't expecting her to blow up this much.
Aaaand another one for the road:
:D
Teehee. ♥ Morning world, morning Philippines! ♥
look! I even censored out her name. I'm so nice. <3 *rolls eyes* 8D
To be perfectly honest, I was waiting for her breaking point these last few months. I knew that all her 'I-like-JE-too-so-let's-all-get-along-teeheee' act was pretty much forced. Still. I wasn't expecting her to blow up this much.
Aaaand another one for the road:
:D
Teehee. ♥ Morning world, morning Philippines! ♥
SH*T.
DI BA PWDE TIGILAN. LECHE. BUONG MAGHAPON NA KONG NAGTATRABAHO. AND ON A FREAKING SUNDAY. YEAH. SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE 'F*CK YOUR LIFE AND PLANS, MAAN. GO SLAVE ON AND LIVE THE REST OF YOUR DAYS TYPING UP F*CKING PRESS RELEASES UNTIL YOUR EYES BLEED RED AND YOU DIE.'
GAWDDAMMIT. BAWAL BA TALAGA MAGKAROON NG BUHAY? WALA PA KONG NARIRINIG NA AGENCY NA GANITO KA GAG* ANG SYSTEMA AH.
TAKTE. TAKTE. TAKTEEE.
MAMATAY NA KAYOOOOO.
*stabs air*
ARRRGGHHH.
DI BA PWDE TIGILAN. LECHE. BUONG MAGHAPON NA KONG NAGTATRABAHO. AND ON A FREAKING SUNDAY. YEAH. SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE 'F*CK YOUR LIFE AND PLANS, MAAN. GO SLAVE ON AND LIVE THE REST OF YOUR DAYS TYPING UP F*CKING PRESS RELEASES UNTIL YOUR EYES BLEED RED AND YOU DIE.'
GAWDDAMMIT. BAWAL BA TALAGA MAGKAROON NG BUHAY? WALA PA KONG NARIRINIG NA AGENCY NA GANITO KA GAG* ANG SYSTEMA AH.
TAKTE. TAKTE. TAKTEEE.
MAMATAY NA KAYOOOOO.
*stabs air*
ARRRGGHHH.
REALLY WORK? REALLY?
Ano ba? Pati weekend bawal na rin??
*does a Yoshimoto-sensei breakdown*
ARRGH.
Ano ba? Pati weekend bawal na rin??
*does a Yoshimoto-sensei breakdown*
ARRGH.
So,
I cannot believe that I spent Wednesday's last hours trying to drown out the stupidly opinionated voices of my lovely officemates.
Okay, let's reel back a few months to January when I finally managed to escape my first job (which I magnificently managed to survive for two years, mind you). I thought that anything else was better than playing the employee stuck in the suicide-inducing job that I had before but I was wrong.
So very
very
very
wrong.
I thought I was past working with childish officemates when I graduated from my previous job. The place was a gossip-mecca but I see now that despite that, there's still a sense of decency with those people. Now, with my new job, I feel that I just went back in time to the treacherous and uncivilized jungle that is high school.
(sorry, post is kick-ass long. .__.)
( Soaking me up some rants... )
Anyway. Here's to hoping I survive. Please. I just want to finish a year, save some money and build a good resume. I'm not asking for much but... *grovels* :((
On the lighter side-- I finally got me a gym membership last week. 8D Been doing some warm-ups these last few days to get ready for the real deal at the start of April. YAAY! 8D 8D 8D
I cannot believe that I spent Wednesday's last hours trying to drown out the stupidly opinionated voices of my lovely officemates.
Okay, let's reel back a few months to January when I finally managed to escape my first job (which I magnificently managed to survive for two years, mind you). I thought that anything else was better than playing the employee stuck in the suicide-inducing job that I had before but I was wrong.
So very
very
very
wrong.
I thought I was past working with childish officemates when I graduated from my previous job. The place was a gossip-mecca but I see now that despite that, there's still a sense of decency with those people. Now, with my new job, I feel that I just went back in time to the treacherous and uncivilized jungle that is high school.
(sorry, post is kick-ass long. .__.)
( Soaking me up some rants... )
Anyway. Here's to hoping I survive. Please. I just want to finish a year, save some money and build a good resume. I'm not asking for much but... *grovels* :((
On the lighter side-- I finally got me a gym membership last week. 8D Been doing some warm-ups these last few days to get ready for the real deal at the start of April. YAAY! 8D 8D 8D
