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The trailer for the Five Nights at Freddy's 4 came out earlier this week and it's like Christmas (or in this case HALLOWEEN) came early for youtube gamers/theorists everywhere!

My god. This series. <3 I may not play it but listening and reading theories about its storyline is just asdfghjkl!! :D

ALSO, new theories (I have no life 8D):

( Prequels, haunted dolls and $100 paychecks~ )

All in all, I'm really super excited for the fourth and last installment of FNAF. Scott Cawthon really did a great job with this entire franchise. MY BODEH IS READY FOR MOAR.

So... am I scaring you with my weirdness? 8D Sorry, I just need to let my brain frolic once in a while to forget about work and all that shit (excuse my French).

Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Asterisk

It's 1:12 in the morning but I felt the need to open up my laptop to say this.

I hate the xxxHolic live action series.

Hate it with BURNING PASSION.

Goddamit, I don't know what drugs the scriptwriter was on but WHAT THE EFFIN HELL, all of the episodes were practically re-written to center around HIMAWARI.

Following what I know of the anime (because I haven't have the time to read the manga yet), ALL of the episodes used in the live action were supposedly centered on building the trust and relationship between Watanuki and Doumeki--Angel-san, Hydrangea and Yellow spider specifically. I HAVE BEEN ALL GIDDY WITH DELIGHT WHEN I FOUND OUT THEY INCLUDED THE SPIDER EPISODE. The part where Watanuki sacrificed his right eye in exchange for Doumeki's sight and then Doumeki offering half his sight for his? I WAS SO READY TO SEE IT IN LIVE ACTION I WAS PRACTICALLY VIBRATING WITH EXCITEMENT. And then... THAT PIECE OF ASDFGHJKL HAPPENED.. D8 HIMAWARI WASN'T EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE IN MOST OF THOSE EPISODES.

I have never been this disappointment with a live action before. Yes, the look and feel of the drama was great but I feel that the script just DESTROYED IT.

Ugh. Anyway. I'm going back to sleep now and wallow in misery. That was a waste of my time. Well, at least I enjoyed the eye candy that was Doumeki's character (although he was too expressive/talkative for the original Doumeki :/) Also, he looked like Jun in some angles. A manlier Jun...*wiggles eyebrows* 8D

gawddamit MANLY JUN LOOK A LIKE YASS \(*w * )/
(one of the very FEW Douwata moments of the drama ;_; *sniff*)

On a slightly better news: I LOVE 'Aitai'! :D Suga Shikao's songs for xxxholic are really awesome! 19sai from the 1st season of the anime is my fave. <3

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Aitai- Suga Shikao

BECAUSE

I AM JUST

EMOTIONALLY INVESTED

THESE TWO

ALSO..to hell with the lj cut!! \8''D/

Current Mood: depressed

Let me just cry for a moment for my WatanukiXDoumeki feels...

/WAILS OF ANGUISH/

Anyway, just felt like re-watching the whole season 1 of xxxHolic so I downloaded it over torrent along with season 2 and those additional SP episodes and all I can just say is... f*ck. F*CCCKKK. ;___; NONONONONO.

ESPECIALLY THIS PART

THAT SCENE WHERE DOUMEKI HANDS WATANUKI AN INVITATION. HIS WEDDING INVITATION. Ugh, let me just dieeee. I mean, I already know what's going to happen but sh*t no nonononono it still hurts. ugh, the years of weird tension and all the subtle pushing from the characters around. I'm so confused. It's like everyone wants them to be together but then the story just suddenly takes a 180 degree turn to a whole different direction and I'm all 'COME ONNN D'''8'

#awkward

Also, bonus pic (because Watanuki can actually do sexy shots like hellsyeaah 8'D):

( bodeh )

/i know i have weird tastes
/yes. still a loser watching anime on weekends 8''D
/it hurts just like my sakumoto feels

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Aozora no shita, kimi no tonari

He chuckles and she giggles, tucking her hair behind her ear. Laughter in the background. Escalate.

She sits back and he continues, tugging at the frayed edges of the shirt she was wearing. She laughs and replies with a smile that doesn’t reach her eyes. Unnoticed.

Someone grabs her bag; brandishes it for the world to see. ‘Un-girly’, they joked. She laughs with them, shifting a bit in her seat. Judgement.

The bell rings. She walks home alone, her ears still ringing with their words, just like the day before. Sighing, she hopes tomorrow will be different. Rinse and repeat.

/story in 100 words. like wtf am I doing with my life? XD

Current Mood: blah
Current Location: werk
Current Music: Kotoba yori taisetsuna mono

So, I'm at my new job now.

I guess you could say it's a step up. Five months into it, and I'm still trying to navigate through a hodgepodge of different (and most of the time difficult) personalities. Still, I thought it was better than the depressing start I had from my previous job but I'm kind of finding out right now that people here can be just as terrible. :/

This made me realize that you never really realize all the good stuff you had until you've already move on to another job. /sap

X'D

Ugh. Anyway. Much excitingness is planned tomorrow as I'll get to see my arashi berks again after five months (wow, I live under a rock. I am such a loser. XD).

/dances FUNKY

Also. WHO WAS PHONE? 8D

download

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Location: werk
Current Music: P.A.R.A.D.O.X.

SH*T.

DI BA PWDE TIGILAN. LECHE. BUONG MAGHAPON NA KONG NAGTATRABAHO. AND ON A FREAKING SUNDAY. YEAH. SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE 'F*CK YOUR LIFE AND PLANS, MAAN. GO SLAVE ON AND LIVE THE REST OF YOUR DAYS TYPING UP F*CKING PRESS RELEASES UNTIL YOUR EYES BLEED RED AND YOU DIE.'

GAWDDAMMIT. BAWAL BA TALAGA MAGKAROON NG BUHAY? WALA PA KONG NARIRINIG NA AGENCY NA GANITO KA GAG* ANG SYSTEMA AH.

TAKTE. TAKTE. TAKTEEE.

MAMATAY NA KAYOOOOO.

*stabs air*

ARRRGGHHH.

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Location: WORKING ON A WEEKEND LIKE WTF.
Current Music: THE SOUNDS OF MY LIFE AND SANITY SLIPPING AWAY FROM MY FINGERS

REALLY WORK? REALLY?

Ano ba? Pati weekend bawal na rin??

*does a Yoshimoto-sensei breakdown*

ARRGH.

So,

I cannot believe that I spent Wednesday's last hours trying to drown out the stupidly opinionated voices of my lovely officemates.

Okay, let's reel back a few months to January when I finally managed to escape my first job (which I magnificently managed to survive for two years, mind you). I thought that anything else was better than playing the employee stuck in the suicide-inducing job that I had before but I was wrong.

So very

very

very

wrong.

I thought I was past working with childish officemates when I graduated from my previous job. The place was a gossip-mecca but I see now that despite that, there's still a sense of decency with those people. Now, with my new job, I feel that I just went back in time to the treacherous and uncivilized jungle that is high school.

(sorry, post is kick-ass long. .__.)

( Soaking me up some rants... )

Anyway. Here's to hoping I survive. Please. I just want to finish a year, save some money and build a good resume. I'm not asking for much but... *grovels* :((

On the lighter side-- I finally got me a gym membership last week. 8D Been doing some warm-ups these last few days to get ready for the real deal at the start of April. YAAY! 8D 8D 8D

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Location: under yo bed
Current Music: 嵐: Breathless

To: Ojii-chan and Obaa-chan of MMA

Thank you for helping bring these five people where they are today. Thank you for your kindness, your words, your dreams, your laughter, your stories, your hopes, your fears and everything else that you have shared with them and with us.

Without you in Arashi’s (and consequently, our) life, I feel as if they/we wouldn’t have been able to appreciate our own life as much as we do now. Beyond the withered hands, tired faces and aching backs, you have shown us a person who have journeyed bravely through the bittersweet story of reality. Behind those creases lies a belief that although life may have not been fair, the journey through it all was a good one nonetheless.

We will carry your words and feelings with us as we go through our own life.

Thank you for everything. Thank you Mago-Mago Arashi. Thank you Ojii-chan and Obaa-chan.

Thank you.

===

Watching this vid makes me all teary eyed and nostalgic. MMA was such a beautiful show where Arashi had learned to really feel. Every grandpa and grandma had a different story to tell, some were funny, some were sad, some were nostalgic and some were sweet. I feel as if I’ve lived a lot of lives when I watched this series. It’s so raw and, just like arashi, a beautiful imagery of life. <3

So, thank you again, obaa-chan, ojii-chan. Thank you. :’)

Current Mood: :')
Current Location: home
Current Music: fanvid background music

Dear sweet balls of squid.

It's like all my writing capabilities vanished overnight. T^T

I feel that the advertorial I just wrote for work was a monumental piece of sh*t and I don't know how to make it better.

guh.

and.

quartered, I'm so sorry, I haven't started on your letter yet. When I finished this damned advertorial, I swear... amsdnasknfasknjf D: D: D:

*sobs*

oh. and. BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. NADEGATAJAPAN! Onwards to another year of epic fails and sloping shoulder jokes! 8'D

KAGEYAMA! THE CAR!

Current Mood: D8
Current Location: work
Current Music: Nickelback: Far Away

After a simply delightful start of the week (see:previous post), here I am again. A little stressed, a little moody but thankfully, feeling much more better.

( derp derp deeerp! )

Anyway, here's the white board next to my table. I got to desecrate it since I'm the only one using this side of the department. DERP.

2 more weeks till Christmas! Almost done with my Christmas shopping~ ♥!!

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: work
Current Music: Energy Song~ Zekkouchou chou

F.

I feel as if I've just been slapped in the face.

Repeatedly.

Hard.

And with a f*cking mallet.

It's not as if I'm asking for much but... just.

Now, I don't know. I want to give up on you people already. This isn't the first time. I already got it out on tumblr weeks ago (which I deleted hoping that I was just on one of those 'hormonal' days). I thought that maybe I was being too sensitive and that you're just too caught up on things...but now...

Now, I don't know anymore.

I'll say it again-- I don't ask much as a friend but a little bit of affection and appreciation makes me happy now and then. I'm only human, ok? I'm sorry if I'm feeling this way. I'm sorry if I feel under appreciated, used and too darn sensitive. I'm sorry if I come out too childish. I'm sorry if I try too hard. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

This morning was the last straw. When I read what you wrote... that did it.

In the end I don't know what else to say but 'I give up. You're not worth the effort anymore'.

I don't want to waste my time in trying to help someone who doesn't appreciate/want it.

Bye. :'(

Current Mood: angry
Current Location: work
Current Music: Season

I am seriously freaking out.

I don't know if I can make it before the OhnoParty on Saturday...

..the Monster Mayhem Mashup Music, I mean.

.__.

I like to think that I'm already half-way through the thing but... I'm seriously at a loss on what else to use as effects. T^T

Bottom line is, I'm all out of tricks.

And. I know, procrastination is not helping. -__-;;

Current Mood: :'(
Current Location: procrastination world
Current Music: Cry for You ♫

I've been cleaning the creative department for three days now.

I am proud to say that it looks like a real office now (especially Sempai's table. I got rid of all the food marks/pieces of oil film scattered around her table. UGH. T^T).

Oddly enough, I wasn't a neat freak to begin with. I just feel the need to have everything clean around me. D:

( the amazing before and after pics... )
So, I actually managed to leave a mark last 11-11-11. My first PR for the paper came out that day. Not much but, hey, it's getting your work printed on paper so... 8Db

I only have (or rather, had) one wish for 11-11-11, and that is happiness for me and the people I love. My friends, my family, the fandom and of course, arashi. ♥!

Let's go on for another year filled with hopes, dreams, laughter and happiness together! ♥ Together forever ♥ !

Note: DAMN YOU AEs. YOU ARE ALL SLAVE DRIVERS. D: D: I OUGHT TO WRAP THAT TELEPHONE CORD AROUND YOUR NECKS. snfjnakfjasnjkfasf. HATE. SO. MUCH. HATE. and ~~stupidity.~~ T^T

Current Mood: D:
Current Location: work. sajfsbajkfbashbf
Current Music: ~Becky♪♯: Buruba <3

I can not believe I cried at an interview.

X'D

Well, in my defense, my Yaya and grandma's deaths are still pretty much a sensitive topic. :( But anyway, looking back, I kinda felt that I looked pretty pathetic then.

I was all: ;___ ;

while the interviewer was: : l

Hurr hurr. X'D

Dunno how that affected my application though and I'm crossing my fingers that me ~~whimpering pathetically~~ crying didn't hurt my chances of getting the job. :/

A gif for the road:

The AibaHyena laugh. Like a broken record on crack.
(lol. not mine. obviously. 8D)

Apparently, having a tumblr account has spurned my need to blog so... YAY! 8D/ I LIVE!

EDIT: OH. IT'S PAYDAY!

PAYDAY! PAYDAY! GONNA BUY FISH ON PAYDAAAY!! ♫

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: office. stalking.
Current Music: toilet flushing

So yeah.

I'm back again ~~but mostly just to rant~~.

I'm also, pretty much, sick again. Ugh. Why does my body feel the need to fail me at least once a month? My nose is all red and runny, my ears are pretty much blocked and I feel like I've been floating around the office all day due to heavy doses of medication (I'm taking three kinds of cough medicine. dunno if it's actually working, though).

( the miserable life of a personal assistant/copywriter/slave )

here's a picture to celebrate my misery:

My misery. let me show you it. :''D

Hey yeah, Happy Partyin~ FRIDAY! huh!

Oh. And just for the sake of continuity from my last post:

Oh yes. Yes I did.
World, meet Toto-chan. <3
(pretend you don't see my chin, rowkay? ktnxbai.)

Current Mood: DX
Current Location: office. dying in my seat
Current Music: radioo~oh~ohh ♫

OHGAWD.

Where am I supposed to find a school uniform for the Jun Party? D: D:

dnasbfmasf. i don't know anybody who still has one and is the same size as me.

*weeps*

T^T

/rant

Current Mood: ; w ;
Current Location: work
Current Music: radioo~oh~ohh ♫

So, 'arrived here in Singapore this afternoon (1:30 in the afternoon to be completely exact),

...

...apparently a hundred bucks will take you nowhere here. :/

*groan*

Everything's so darn expensive. ;____;

adsjandfsjf. AND. I am never going to take Cebu Pacific Airlines again. EVER. JUST. UGH. D: D: D:

........................................I want to buy a laptop. *random* XD

(I wanted to pose like what Aiba did. ;___;)

Current Mood: :D
Current Location: Bayview Hotel in Singapore
Current Music: loud next-room neighbors

Getting job rejection letters two days in a row had numbed the pain of disappointment for me. X''D

Actually, I managed to wedge my way up to the 2nd interview with my first application. Passed the test, passed (barely...?) the first interview and eventually got scheduled to a second interview. :D

Sooo close.

So very veeery close.

But yeah.

X'D

*sobs* meh. that's life i guess. X'D

Anyway, I went to another job interview this morning. It was probably the shortest one I ever did. It only lasted around 5 minutes. T^T

Interviewer: So, when will you be able to start working as a writer here? < :D >

Me: Hmm~ I think, maybe.... around the middle of July? I need at least a month's notice to give to my office first. < :D >

Interviewer: . . . < : l >

Me: . . .? < :D ? >

Interviewer: ...we need someone who can start next week, kasi. < : o >

Me: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ??! < .__. >

B-but---

Interviewer: So, umm, sorry. Thank you for comming anyway! NEEXT! < 8D >

Me: . . . . . . . < T^T >

My ego. SHE DEFLATES. ~~continuously.~~ 8'''Db

===================

Random pic of the day:

My 22nd birthday cake.

♥Mango♥

EDIT:

Just bought an original WiiMote + Motion Plus + Sports Resort game for my Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!

mfkdmgkmsdlgmoeirjgsdgsfsjihjdnsjgbiy78Y*(DYFSYF!!!!

I never thought that there will come a day that I'll be buying something as expensive as a Wii (and its accesories T^T) with my own money (seeing as I've turned into a Nino shortly after joining the 'work force').

My heart rejoices.. yet my wallet... she weeps. 8''''D

Current Mood: raain~ <3
Current Location: work. still.
Current Music: Microsoft error sounds

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FNAF 4 Trailer theory time (because I'm weird like that BD)

Morning asdfghjk feels

Insanity

xxxHolic Feels: I CAN'T ANYMORE.

Rinse and repeat

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Rambling crey-creys I: The human rant sponge (ARE YOU READY? I CAN'T HEAR YOU!)

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it's complicated. D:

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late 11-11-11 post

another misery. i has it.

misery loves to write and find company

ugh. WHY JUNPARTY, WHY? D'':

Singapore! YEAH YEAH!

job rejections-- quelling your will to spend money.. well, maybe. Not really. :/

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