Entries tagged with rl: it be here

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: work
Current Music: Energy Song~ Zekkouchou chou

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After a simply delightful start of the week (see:previous post), here I am again. A little stressed, a little moody but thankfully, feeling much more better.

( derp derp deeerp! )

Anyway, here's the white board next to my table. I got to desecrate it since I'm the only one using this side of the department. DERP.

2 more weeks till Christmas! Almost done with my Christmas shopping~ ♥!!

Current Mood: angry
Current Location: work
Current Music: Season

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F.

I feel as if I've just been slapped in the face.

Repeatedly.

Hard.

And with a f*cking mallet.

It's not as if I'm asking for much but... just.

Now, I don't know. I want to give up on you people already. This isn't the first time. I already got it out on tumblr weeks ago (which I deleted hoping that I was just on one of those 'hormonal' days). I thought that maybe I was being too sensitive and that you're just too caught up on things...but now...

Now, I don't know anymore.

I'll say it again-- I don't ask much as a friend but a little bit of affection and appreciation makes me happy now and then. I'm only human, ok? I'm sorry if I'm feeling this way. I'm sorry if I feel under appreciated, used and too darn sensitive. I'm sorry if I come out too childish. I'm sorry if I try too hard. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

This morning was the last straw. When I read what you wrote... that did it.

In the end I don't know what else to say but 'I give up. You're not worth the effort anymore'.

I don't want to waste my time in trying to help someone who doesn't appreciate/want it.

Bye. :'(

Current Mood: :'(
Current Location: procrastination world
Current Music: Cry for You ♫

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I am seriously freaking out.

I don't know if I can make it before the OhnoParty on Saturday...

..the Monster Mayhem Mashup Music, I mean.

.__.

I like to think that I'm already half-way through the thing but... I'm seriously at a loss on what else to use as effects. T^T

Bottom line is, I'm all out of tricks.

And. I know, procrastination is not helping. -__-;;

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: work. sajfsbajkfbashbf
Current Music: Taiyou no Sekai <3

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of trees and conbini stores

A little bit more till Christmas. ♥!

Our tree kept falling down. lol. the poor thing. :))

( And. I was procrastinating. )

Current Mood: D:
Current Location: work. sajfsbajkfbashbf
Current Music: ~Becky♪♯: Buruba <3

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late 11-11-11 post

I've been cleaning the creative department for three days now.

I am proud to say that it looks like a real office now (especially Sempai's table. I got rid of all the food marks/pieces of oil film scattered around her table. UGH. T^T).

Oddly enough, I wasn't a neat freak to begin with. I just feel the need to have everything clean around me. D:

( the amazing before and after pics... )
So, I actually managed to leave a mark last 11-11-11. My first PR for the paper came out that day. Not much but, hey, it's getting your work printed on paper so... 8Db

I only have (or rather, had) one wish for 11-11-11, and that is happiness for me and the people I love. My friends, my family, the fandom and of course, arashi. ♥!

Let's go on for another year filled with hopes, dreams, laughter and happiness together! ♥ Together forever ♥ !

Note: DAMN YOU AEs. YOU ARE ALL SLAVE DRIVERS. D: D: I OUGHT TO WRAP THAT TELEPHONE CORD AROUND YOUR NECKS. snfjnakfjasnjkfasf. HATE. SO. MUCH. HATE. and ~~stupidity.~~ T^T

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: office. stalking.
Current Music: toilet flushing

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another misery. i has it.

I can not believe I cried at an interview.

X'D

Well, in my defense, my Yaya and grandma's deaths are still pretty much a sensitive topic. :( But anyway, looking back, I kinda felt that I looked pretty pathetic then.

I was all: ;___ ;

while the interviewer was: : l

Hurr hurr. X'D

Dunno how that affected my application though and I'm crossing my fingers that me ~~whimpering pathetically~~ crying didn't hurt my chances of getting the job. :/

A gif for the road:

The AibaHyena laugh. Like a broken record on crack.
(lol. not mine. obviously. 8D)

Apparently, having a tumblr account has spurned my need to blog so... YAY! 8D/ I LIVE!

EDIT: OH. IT'S PAYDAY!

PAYDAY! PAYDAY! GONNA BUY FISH ON PAYDAAAY!! ♫

Current Mood: DX
Current Location: office. dying in my seat
Current Music: radioo~oh~ohh ♫

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misery loves to write and find company

So yeah.

I'm back again ~~but mostly just to rant~~.

I'm also, pretty much, sick again. Ugh. Why does my body feel the need to fail me at least once a month? My nose is all red and runny, my ears are pretty much blocked and I feel like I've been floating around the office all day due to heavy doses of medication (I'm taking three kinds of cough medicine. dunno if it's actually working, though).

( the miserable life of a personal assistant/copywriter/slave )

here's a picture to celebrate my misery:

My misery. let me show you it. :''D

Hey yeah, Happy Partyin~ FRIDAY! huh!

Oh. And just for the sake of continuity from my last post:

Oh yes. Yes I did.
World, meet Toto-chan. <3
(pretend you don't see my chin, rowkay? ktnxbai.)

Current Mood: ; w ;
Current Location: work
Current Music: radioo~oh~ohh ♫

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ugh. WHY JUNPARTY, WHY? D'':

OHGAWD.

Where am I supposed to find a school uniform for the Jun Party? D: D:

dnasbfmasf. i don't know anybody who still has one and is the same size as me.

*weeps*

T^T

/rant

Current Mood: :D
Current Location: Bayview Hotel in Singapore
Current Music: loud next-room neighbors

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Singapore! YEAH YEAH!

So, 'arrived here in Singapore this afternoon (1:30 in the afternoon to be completely exact),

...

...apparently a hundred bucks will take you nowhere here. :/

*groan*

Everything's so darn expensive. ;____;

adsjandfsjf. AND. I am never going to take Cebu Pacific Airlines again. EVER. JUST. UGH. D: D: D:

........................................I want to buy a laptop. *random* XD

(I wanted to pose like what Aiba did. ;___;)

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: work? WHAT WORK? I KNOW NO SUCH THING. D: D:
Current Music: ♫ Rock This ♫

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Lightbulbs. Every fandom needs it.

Haven't been posting much these last few days. :/

Lol. I'm too buried under so much work ryt nao. (and still, she manages to procrastinate at work. oh the wonders of a fangirl's priorities. 8D) X''D

:c

'needed to break the monotony in my lj so...

8D

I had fun yesterday with

leiyah_chan and

enzeru_no_innen . :D Though, I think I kind of scared a bunch of people on the bus when we were on our way home. =__=

..typical. D:

P.S.

I just found out that when I wear girly clothes and try to act feminine, people will offer me their seat on the bus. 8D

..does that mean I normally look like a guy in my normal clothes? T^T

Current Mood: 8D CONCEERT!!
Current Location: in a happy place (in my mind) 8'D
Current Music: Ohno S.: ♪ HanakooOoO~ *dying*

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ksfklnlgfmdjkgsdg keysmashes to infinity sjfnsjanfiasnmfasif

I- I don't know where to start flailing D:

kfsklmflkamlkfmlka.

The PV.

The DVD.

The leaks.

The Ohno ~~'Do you like a Rock'~~ 'Wock with me Part 2' Solo?

OHGOD. I JUST. I FEEL AS IF ARASHI'S TRYING TO KILL ME OR SOMETHING WITH THEIR AWESOMNESS. 8''D

.........................fmelanmgfkdjgnmieuag. DNSJANDDNSFCN. AND, DID OHNO JUST SING 'HOHMAIGAD' IN HIS SONG? 8D 8D 8D

...I think maybe Jun's starting to rub off on the old guy. X''D

fmklasmflkas. I JUST. I. I LOVE THIS FANDOM SO MUCH. ♥!!!!

/shaking & crying with happiness

Sorry. My sense of coherency is gone. Isbfjknbsaifunsajnfsajngis 8D 8D 8D 8D
*has been reduced to keysmashes and emoticons*

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My Wii:

Played Wii with mother and father last Saturday. <3 FUN! X''3
Even if I spent, around 8k++ with this, I REGRET NOTHING!!! 8Db

I tried looking as kick-ass as this but, sadly, failed. D:

My body hurtss~ T^T father and mother can be pretty competitive with bowling. D'':
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY 'Beautiful World' CD. asdjkasniurfnasif!!!!*seizures with excitement* 8D 8D

Current Mood: raain~ <3
Current Location: work. still.
Current Music: Microsoft error sounds

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job rejections-- quelling your will to spend money.. well, maybe. Not really. :/

Getting job rejection letters two days in a row had numbed the pain of disappointment for me. X''D

Actually, I managed to wedge my way up to the 2nd interview with my first application. Passed the test, passed (barely...?) the first interview and eventually got scheduled to a second interview. :D

Sooo close.

So very veeery close.

But yeah.

X'D

*sobs* meh. that's life i guess. X'D

Anyway, I went to another job interview this morning. It was probably the shortest one I ever did. It only lasted around 5 minutes. T^T

Interviewer: So, when will you be able to start working as a writer here? < :D >

Me: Hmm~ I think, maybe.... around the middle of July? I need at least a month's notice to give to my office first. < :D >

Interviewer: . . . < : l >

Me: . . .? < :D ? >

Interviewer: ...we need someone who can start next week, kasi. < : o >

Me: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ??! < .__. >

B-but---

Interviewer: So, umm, sorry. Thank you for comming anyway! NEEXT! < 8D >

Me: . . . . . . . < T^T >

My ego. SHE DEFLATES. ~~continuously.~~ 8'''Db

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Random pic of the day:

My 22nd birthday cake.

♥Mango♥

EDIT:

Just bought an original WiiMote + Motion Plus + Sports Resort game for my Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!

mfkdmgkmsdlgmoeirjgsdgsfsjihjdnsjgbiy78Y*(DYFSYF!!!!

I never thought that there will come a day that I'll be buying something as expensive as a Wii (and its accesories T^T) with my own money (seeing as I've turned into a Nino shortly after joining the 'work force').

My heart rejoices.. yet my wallet... she weeps. 8''''D

Current Mood: :o
Current Location: work....?
Current Music: pepaaah! ♫

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let's manfuku teei~

Had a nice weekend.

Slept until afternoon on Saturday...

...and went out to eat with friends for dinner.

We ate at that 'MANFUKU TEI' *snort* restaurant we've been poking fun of since last month. (LOL at the name).

The food there was actually really good.

Ordered me some ramen and a serving of california maki. ♥!

Shouyu Ramen.

(I was seriously debating between the ramen and the donburi. :/ My love for clichéd food won out in the end. XD)

In the words of the great Ohno!god-- it be 'UMAI'! 8D

( Pepaaah keibuu~! )

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Oh. Random pic is random. 8Db

my work desk. one computer and one laptop. ~~YAY MULTI-TASKING!~~

(;___; )/

believe it or not, I have the most organized ~~and cleanest~~ desk in the whole office. :))

Current Mood: :( *nose dripping*
Current Location: work....?
Current Music: random radio news

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my bag had suicidal tendencies // ohno fanart (that may or may not be good)

Apparently, my bag had suicidal thoughts last Tuesday.

The strap broke apart while I was walking to work...

...and then, the zipper eventually decided to follow in its footsteps and completely came off.

DX

jsnfksjanfkasng. maybe I have bad luck?? D: D:

WAI LIFE? WAI? D:

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Anyway.

This has nothing to do with my subject, but--

Even after typing up 10+ different proposals (a total of 30 minutes time well spent :>) for the boss the other day and staring blankly ~~(again, a completely strenuous task if I do say so myself)~~ at my computer all day today , I can now conclude that this had been a really boring week.

My mental monologue: 'I AM BORED. OH LOOK. PHOTOSHOP. MAYBE I CAN USE THIS TO MAKE THE WORLD A MORE SPARKLIER AND GHEIR PLACE DJABDAHDWBSF.'

:/

eventually THIS happened. (yes, I'm contributing to the defilement of the internetz with my crappy photoshop skillz/fanarts/flailspurts.)

8Db

and

Ohno's hair was a b*tch to make. :/
lol. I still can't finish this thing and it's been a week already. X''D

I need a new job. :))

Current Mood: *w*
Current Location: work. still.
Current Music: random songs on the radio

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nino parteh, anyone? :p EDIT: boredom part 2!

I had nothing to do at work today.

No deadlines.

No advertorials.

No brainstorming.

~~No client calls.~~

Nothing.

It took me over an hour of staring blankly at my computer to figure out what to do all day.

~~....so I did this XD:~~

EDIT: OHELYES. A NEW DAY AND I APPARENTLY STILL HAVE A LOT OF FREE TIME ON MY HANDS. :/ HELLO~ LIFE.

and

(original)

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or

(click for bigger size)

(personally, i like the black ones better. :c)
NOTE: APPARENTLY, it's supposed to be 'dosukoi'? I don't know. I'm confused now. :c

~~I clearly have too much time in my hands. :))~~

~~on an unrelated note: my hands have started to shake. I may have had too much coffee today. :/~~
another unrelated note for day 2: I'm back to drinking coffee again. A little seizure won't hurt anybody... right? :o

Current Mood: =___=
Current Location: work....?
Current Music: Cool&Soul for Dome 07

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hermit be here.

I spent my weekend as a hermit ~~literally and 'gaming-ly'~~. I was stuffing my mouth and playing Persona3 Portable (and maybe a little Project Diva 2) for two days.

Life is good. ♥

(jadkjasnjkfaf. I managed to level up my character and persona 4 times in an hour.

... does that make me weird? D:)

(lol. photoshop is my bestfrieend naao. :D)

I miss days like these. 8D it's been a really long while since I last had a weekend to just laze around the house and do nothing. :D

I am forever thankful to my cousin for giving me a psp, without which, I will never be able to experience that special feeling you get when you mash monsters head into a bloody pulp. ♥ ILU ATE! <3

On a different note:

ARASHI INTRO QUIZ donn~~

(FUN FUN FUN. ~~i swears.~~ click me! :D)

I should really be scared that I got every single song right (without using the 2nd hints). D:

Current Mood: :/
Current Location: work....?
Current Music: sound of the company phone ringing

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Curse you fandom! Stop robbing me!

I, am officially bankrupt. T^Tb

I bought these from Red Monster Shop@fb:

arashi canvass bag 8D (the big one)

( arashi- Emptying your wallet with their awesomeness )

Its things like these that put my mother at ease knowing that I still contribute to the growth of the economy (a.k.a. a person who buys stuff). D:

Will be meeting up with

leiyah_chan tonight for some dinner and to hand her my payment ~~(and maybe a little more flailing? XD)~~.

Meetup for 'the stuff' ~~(lol)~~ was supposed to be tom at the ArashiPhilippines party. I couldn't go since I spent my extra money last week at the JE party (WHERE I WAS IN THE SAME ROOM WITH MY DEAR BELOVED

quartered AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT. /ANGST /ANGER /SHOFAIL).

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On an unrelated news... my dog died last Monday. ;__; and what's more is that, she was the second one this month. :C My other dog died a week earlier. My dad says it's probably a bad case of the heat stroke. T--T Rest in peace my beloved inu-chans! ♥ ILU!

Current Mood: 8(
Current Location: work....?
Current Music: NicoNico: World's End Dance Hall

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Chapter 1: May 22- The day after

If this were a Disney movie I would say that this fic has been ‘digitally re-mastered/re-edited and now with 100% more waffle in between'.

But as it is, it’s not. :c

Zombies are just no match for Tinker Bell’s awesome fairy dust.

JUST SAYING.
/end random narration
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UNTITLED ZOMBIE!ARASHI CRACK FIC ~~OF EPIC PROPORTIONS~~

Rating: C for CRACK
Summary: They all laughed when someone said that the world was ending. They laughed even louder when the 21st came and went without a hitch. There was no holocaust, no WWIII, no famine… no excuse for the world to end at that very moment.

But what they didn’t know is that it had already started.

Can you stay alive without going mad? Can you still survive with six other people trying to drive you up the wall? Can you still manage to EXIST when all you have to rely on is a sleepy FISHERMAN, a cattish GAMER, an easily-excitable PET-LOVER, an accident-prone NEWS RESEARCHER, a sadistic PRIMA-DONNA and a mysterious girl wielding a blood-crusted FISHING ROD.

Will you be able to survive? CAN you survive?
(originally from

quartered's comment prompt. ILU, even though you probably won't read this. :)))

May 22, 2011 (Sunday)

It was nothing (probably) less than destiny itself.

It was May 22. The day after the so-called ‘Rapture’, as the outly religious called it and, the ‘old-man-chalks-up-another-failed-end-of-the-world prediction-day’, to the rest of the world.

( I honestly didn’t know what to believe )

Dun dun!! LOL. So sue me, I was bored. At least I was kind of productive. :/

Current Mood: :D
Current Location: work
Current Music: NicoNico: World's End Dancehall

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World's End? Damn right it is.

I WANT TO FINISH MAKING MY ZOMBIE FIC.

~~(okay, so it's not really a zombie fic. More like a crack fandom-meets-fandom-meets-real-life-kind-of :/)~~

Originally from

quartered's comment challenge. it already spawned five pages at MS word for the first part. WHY WASTE IT? 8D

LOOK! I even made a photoshop pic for it. :'''D
*beams proudly*

( "..come on you lump... can't you go any faster??? It’s probably right behind us and you're taking all of your sweet time..." )

:D shall start doing the chapters soon! 8Db

Current Mood: blank
Current Location: infront of my comp i had christened 'Skin-tight GANTZ' 8D
Current Music: hell yeah. office soudz be here. BD

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THIS IS THE START. The start of the life of a disgruntled fangirl employee. :/

oh.

hey.

8D

I know, I know it's been a long time since i last posted. XD I think most of my LJ friends here are already busy with their lives nao. :/ But me? I have all the time in the world (at work). XD AND, I even get to eat for free in fancy restaurants (although not all the time. but, free food is free food so.. 8Db).

Anyway, to get the ball rolling, maybe I should do some warm ups on bloging (since the last time i posted was... what... a year ago? =__=). YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS PEOPLE? 8D *looks estatically at no one* MEMES!!! HELL YEAH. 8D

....ARASHI MEMES.

*dances*

Yes. I now subject myself to answering this 30-day meme. Hopefully without fail. D: (although i have to skip weekends coz i def dont have internetz time at home... a~~nd maybe when I get too lazy to post and and...~~. D: D:)

So, without further ado (and, man... THIS MONSTROUS POST JUST KEEPS ON GOING D: D:) the ARASHI 30-day Challenge. 8D 8D *cue trumpets and confetti*

The 30-Day Arashi Challenge

day 01 - Favorite Arashi song
day 02 - A rumor about any of the members that left you an impression
day 03 - An Ohno picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 04 - Favorite Nino cover (like the one he sings on Baystorm)
day 05 - Favorite AnS Moment
day 06 - Favorite Member Engrish
day 07 - Quote from a Non-Single Song (Album and B-side only)
day 08 - A Sho picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 09 - Favorite Arashi PV
day 10 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 11 - An Arashi/Member moment that makes you laugh your ass off
day 12 - Member/s wearing the Wackiest outfit you’ve ever seen
day 13 - Favorite VS Arashi Moment
day 14 - A dream you had with Arashi/member, in great detail
day 15 - Favorite Arashi Quote (except from songs)
day 16 - A Nino picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 17 - The first Arashi-related drama you thought of the moment you read this
day 18 - Fave OTP or Member-Ai moment
day 19 - A MatsuJun pic you can’t take your eyes off
day 20 - Whatever tickles your fancy
day 21 - A picture of your Arashi Stuff
day 22 - Favorite HnA Moment
day 23 - Chibi Arashi picture
day 24 - An Aiba picture you can’t take your eyes off
day 25 - Favorite Arashi Solo
day 26 - Favorite Concert DVD
day 27 - Favorite Live Performance
day 28 - A Fanwork (made by you or others)
day 29 - Favorite Group photo
day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy