( derp derp deeerp! )
Anyway, here's the white board next to my table. I got to desecrate it since I'm the only one using this side of the department. DERP.
2 more weeks till Christmas! Almost done with my Christmas shopping~ ♥!!
I feel as if I've just been slapped in the face.
And with a f*cking mallet.
It's not as if I'm asking for much but... just.
Now, I don't know. I want to give up on you people already. This isn't the first time. I already got it out on tumblr weeks ago (which I deleted hoping that I was just on one of those 'hormonal' days). I thought that maybe I was being too sensitive and that you're just too caught up on things...but now...
Now, I don't know anymore.
I'll say it again-- I don't ask much as a friend but a little bit of affection and appreciation makes me happy now and then. I'm only human, ok? I'm sorry if I'm feeling this way. I'm sorry if I feel under appreciated, used and too darn sensitive. I'm sorry if I come out too childish. I'm sorry if I try too hard. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
This morning was the last straw. When I read what you wrote... that did it.
In the end I don't know what else to say but 'I give up. You're not worth the effort anymore'.
I don't want to waste my time in trying to help someone who doesn't appreciate/want it.
I don't know if I can make it before the OhnoParty on Saturday...
..the Monster Mayhem Mashup Music, I mean.
I like to think that I'm already half-way through the thing but... I'm seriously at a loss on what else to use as effects. T^T
Bottom line is, I'm all out of tricks.
And. I know, procrastination is not helping. -__-;;
In an unexpected move, big-shot sweets factory/undercover Oompa Loompa breeding grounds, Morinaga, recently unleashed a massive campaign introducing its newest image—hiring well known actress/empress/BEST KICK-ASS TEACHER IN THE WHOLE WORLDHELLYEAHFTWNakama Yukei and Arashi’s own, burn-to-a-crispy-brown-with-a-creamy-
( Of Arashi conbini stores, biscuits and edible underwear... )
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(I may or may not have too much time in my hands. Tomato,tomato. :c)
I am proud to say that it looks like a real office now (especially Sempai's table. I got rid of all the food marks/pieces of oil film scattered around her table. UGH. T^T).
Oddly enough, I wasn't a neat freak to begin with. I just feel the need to have everything clean around me. D:
( the amazing before and after pics... )
So, I actually managed to leave a mark last 11-11-11. My first PR for the paper came out that day. Not much but, hey, it's getting your work printed on paper so... 8Db
I only have (or rather, had) one wish for 11-11-11, and that is happiness for me and the people I love. My friends, my family, the fandom and of course, arashi. ♥!
Let's go on for another year filled with hopes, dreams, laughter and happiness together! ♥ Together forever ♥ !
Note: DAMN YOU AEs. YOU ARE ALL SLAVE DRIVERS. D: D: I OUGHT TO WRAP THAT TELEPHONE CORD AROUND YOUR NECKS. snfjnakfjasnjkfasf. HATE. SO. MUCH. HATE. and
I can not believe I cried at an interview.
Well, in my defense, my Yaya and grandma's deaths are still pretty much a sensitive topic. :( But anyway, looking back, I kinda felt that I looked pretty pathetic then.
I was all: ;___ ;
while the interviewer was: : l
Hurr hurr. X'D
Dunno how that affected my application though and I'm crossing my fingers that me
whimpering pathetically crying didn't hurt my chances of getting the job. :/
A gif for the road:
The AibaHyena laugh. Like a broken record on crack.
(lol. not mine. obviously. 8D)
Apparently, having a tumblr account has spurned my need to blog so... YAY! 8D/ I LIVE!
EDIT: OH. IT'S PAYDAY!
PAYDAY! PAYDAY! GONNA BUY FISH ON PAYDAAAY!! ♫
I'm back again
but mostly just to rant.
I'm also, pretty much, sick again. Ugh. Why does my body feel the need to fail me at least once a month? My nose is all red and runny, my ears are pretty much blocked and I feel like I've been floating around the office all day due to heavy doses of medication (I'm taking three kinds of cough medicine. dunno if it's actually working, though).
here's a picture to celebrate my misery:
My misery. let me show you it. :''D
Hey yeah, Happy Partyin~ FRIDAY! huh!
Oh. And just for the sake of continuity from my last post:
Oh yes. Yes I did.
World, meet Toto-chan. <3
(pretend you don't see my chin, rowkay? ktnxbai.)
...apparently a hundred bucks will take you nowhere here. :/
Lol. I'm too buried under so much work ryt nao. (and still, she manages to procrastinate at work. oh the wonders of a fangirl's priorities. 8D) X''D
'needed to break the monotony in my lj so...
I had fun yesterday with leiyah_chan and enzeru_no_innen . :D Though, I think I kind of scared a bunch of people on the bus when we were on our way home. =__=
I just found out that when I wear girly clothes and try to act feminine, people will offer me their seat on the bus. 8D
..does that mean I normally look like a guy in my normal clothes? T^T
OHGOD. I JUST. I FEEL AS IF ARASHI'S TRYING TO KILL ME OR SOMETHING WITH THEIR AWESOMNESS. 8''D
...I think maybe Jun's starting to rub off on the old guy. X''D
fmklasmflkas. I JUST. I. I LOVE THIS FANDOM SO MUCH. ♥!!!!
/shaking & crying with happiness
Sorry. My sense of coherency is gone. Isbfjknbsaifunsajnfsajngis 8D 8D 8D 8D
*has been reduced to keysmashes and emoticons*
Played Wii with mother and father last Saturday. <3 FUN! X''3
Even if I spent, around 8k++ with this, I REGRET NOTHING!!! 8Db
I tried looking as kick-ass as this but, sadly, failed. D:
My body hurtss~ T^T father and mother can be pretty competitive with bowling. D'':
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY 'Beautiful World' CD. asdjkasniurfnasif!!!!*seizures with excitement* 8D 8D
Actually, I managed to wedge my way up to the 2nd interview with my first application. Passed the test, passed (barely...?) the first interview and eventually got scheduled to a second interview. :D
Anyway, I went to another job interview this morning. It was probably the shortest one I ever did. It only lasted around 5 minutes. T^T
Interviewer: So, when will you be able to start working as a writer here? < :D >
Me: Hmm~ I think, maybe.... around the middle of July? I need at least a month's notice to give to my office first. < :D >
Interviewer: . . . < : l >
Me: . . .? < :D ? >
Interviewer: ...we need someone who can start next week, kasi. < : o >
Me: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ??! < .__. >
Interviewer: So, umm, sorry. Thank you for comming anyway! NEEXT! < 8D >
Me: . . . . . . . < T^T >
Slept until afternoon on Saturday...
...and went out to eat with friends for dinner.
We ate at that 'MANFUKU TEI' *snort* restaurant we've been poking fun of since last month. (LOL at the name).
The food there was actually really good.
Ordered me some ramen and a serving of california maki. ♥!
In the words of the great Ohno!god-- it be 'UMAI'! 8D
believe it or not, I have the most organized
The strap broke apart while I was walking to work...
...and then, the zipper eventually decided to follow in its footsteps and completely came off.
jsnfksjanfkasng. maybe I have bad luck?? D: D:
WAI LIFE? WAI? D:
This has nothing to do with my subject, but--
Even after typing up 10+ different proposals (a total of 30 minutes time well spent :>) for the boss the other day and staring blankly
My mental monologue: 'I AM BORED. OH LOOK. PHOTOSHOP. MAYBE I CAN USE THIS TO MAKE THE WORLD A MORE SPARKLIER AND GHEIR PLACE DJABDAHDWBSF.'
lol. I still can't finish this thing and it's been a week already. X''D